fics by Erin Ptah

Title: And I Still Have My Hands On The Wheel
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Subject: Madoka/Homura
Rating: PG
Warnings: Spoilers.

A mix for Madoka's sacrifice, ascension, and incredible strength in rewriting magical-girl history with her own hands. (And a Homura who, for all her loneliness, still hears Madoka's voice and remembers that someone is fighting for her.)

( They say these waters aren't what they used to be / But I've got people back on land who count on me )

Title: Ein Liebender liegt dir zu Füßen, part 1: You don't have a lot of friends, you know.
Characters/Pairings: Madoka/Moemura, Izabel/Michaela, Izabel/Madoka
Rating: NC-17
Contents: Overall: omegaverse, with all the consent issues and weird body stuff that implies; slavery; non-con; medical imagery; character death; references to past child abuse.
Disclaimer: Madoka Magica belongs to Urobochi, SHAFT, Aniplex, and other people who are not me.

A/B/O slavefic AU. While a shy glasses-wearing Homura is recovering from heart surgery, her parents rent an omega to "keep her company." Homura refuses to take advantage, either of Madoka's slave status or of the heady, irresistible hormones an alpha can use to seduce an omega. But even though there's an attraction and a fondness building between the two girls, Homura isn't leveled-up enough to protect Madoka from being exploited by others, either. (...Yet.)

Everyone is human. Homura's parents here are played by Izabel (the artist witch) and Michaela. Madoka's agency is run by Roberta (the birdcage witch). Most characters are aged-up; the main five girls are all at least eighteen.

( Homura laid back on the bed, pulling off her glasses and rubbing at the bridge of her nose to stave off a headache and trying not to feel bad about making Madoka fetch her drinks. )

Title: Light Into The Darkest Skies
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Subject: Homura/Madokami
Rating: PG
Warnings: Spoilers, character death.

A mix about sacrifice and despair and triumph and ascension. (This is pretty much all my feelings about MadoHomu combined with all my feelings about Madokami.)

Source for the sky image used in the cover art.



( I wonder why nobody's waiting on you -- I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times, I'd love to be the light that finds you )

Title: This Fragrant Skin, This Hair Like Lace
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Characters/Pairings: Homura/Madoka, ensemble, witches, the misogynists from episode 8
Rating: NC-17
Contents: Hormones Made Them Do It, dub-con and non-con; fail!sex; teen/teen and teen/adult sex; fempreg; violence and character death. Basically: all the warnings, homg.
Disclaimer: MadoMagi characters and plot aren't mine.

A/B/O universes are generally an over-complex excuse to write "and then my OTP were overcome with ~hormones~ and had lots of rowdy possessive sex." There's no way Madoka and Homura will have it so easy.

For purposes of this fic, omega men and alpha women can both get pregnant and impregnate someone else; alpha women are basically futas; omegas periodically go into heat, starting in their late teens; everybody has an overactive sense of smell; and responsible alphas and omegas take a lot of hormone-suppressant meds to keep from totally disrupting society. There are, obviously, a lot of weird sexual dynamics going on in this fic. Also a lot of violence and death, but that's just because it's PMMM.

Written for a_b_o_ladies. Title is from BNL's version of Lovers in a Dangerous Time.

( But if she could have chosen — if ever there was a time when she wanted biology to take over and shut down the parts of her mind capable of feeling fear and shame and regret — )

Title: But The Din In My Head, It's Too Much, And It's No Good
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Characters/Pairings: Homura, Madoka, Mami, Sayaka, QB, OC
Rating: R
Contents: Violent imagery, self-inflicted injury
Disclaimer: MadoMagi characters and plot aren't mine.

Homura tests the limits of her body's ability to heal.

An even more psychologically-messed-up spin on MadoMagi than usual. For my hc_bingo round 3 card, prompt "blood loss." Title is a Suzanne Vega lyric. Also on the AO3.

( In what she will later acknowledge to be a less than auspicious first move, she starts by shooting herself in the foot. )

Title: Closet (with a Revolving Door)
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Characters/Pairings: Homura/Mami, Mami/Madoka, Homura/Madoka, Oriko(/Kirika)
Rating: PG-13
Contents: Drunken disorderliness, character deaths of varying goriness, many many spoilers.
Disclaimer: MadoMagi isn't mine at least not in this timeline.

For queer_fest: Madoka Magica, Homura/Mami, She has come out to the other girl over a variety of timelines. No two are the same. Can also be read on the AO3.

( Oh, right. It's probably the first with-a-girl kiss, not to mention the first hell-yes-we're-still-alive kiss, for each of them. )

Title: But She Talks Like A Gentle Soul
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Characters/Pairings: Moemura, ???
Rating: G
Disclaimer: MadoMagi isn't mine. Sad but true.

A five-year-old Homura decides to run away and live in the woods. This is an excellent and well-crafted plan that cannot possibly go wrong.

For the hc_bingo February mini-challenge, prompts wild card: orphans, unrequited pining, lost childhood, and stalkers. Title is from the genderflipped cover of "When You Were Young." Also here on the AO3.

( Also there was someone following her. Homura was pretty sure it wasn't a wolf, but maybe it was a really tall wolf, and even if it was a person, people could be scary too. )

Title: Five Wishes Madoka Made (and one she wished she had)
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Characters/Pairings: Homura/Madoka, Kyuubei, Mami, Sayaka, Tomohisa, Tatsuya, Anthony
Rating: PG-13
Contents: Anti-QB violence. Character deaths. Spooooilers.
Disclaimer: MadoMagi characters and plot aren't mine.

A treat written for bell in yuri_challenge. Saw the prompt (which is now the title) and couldn't resist. Also here on the AO3.

( In the basin of a crater, filthy water soaking into her stockings, Homura curses the Incubators, this cruel world, its nonexistent God. )

Title: Rosewood
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Characters/Pairings: Homura/Madoka, Sayaka, Hitomi(/Kyousuke), Kyoko, Junko, Tatsuya
Rating: R (violence, character death, consent issues, spoilers)
Disclaimer: MadoMagi characters and plot aren't mine.

Scenes from a particularly toothy AU. Based on the third girlgay weekly f/f prompt: Write a fight scene between a priest wielding a holy weapon and a vampire. Also here on the AO3.

( The smell of her blood filled Sayaka's nostrils, pulse thudding hot and slow. Always slow. )

Title: Fireworks and Waterfalls
Fandom: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Characters/Pairings: pre-Kyoko/Sayaka, Yuma
Rating: G
Disclaimer: MadoMagi characters and plot aren't mine.

A battle in a dark and ruined barrier, from a timeline where Sayaka, Kyoko, and Yuma have all contracted and met up.

For the first of girlgay's planned-weekly prompts: Create a haunting depiction of the eldritch beauty of an abandoned elf kingdom. Also here on the AO3.

( The wolves are headless, the basin at their paws filled with moss: living descendants of the scum that flourished once the water stopped running. )