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Entry tags:
Mix - Fake News: I Hate You (Don't Leave)
Medium: Television
Fandom: The Daily Show/The Colbert Report
Subject: Jon/"Stephen"
Title: I Hate You (Don't Leave)
Warnings: Emotional abuse
The full arc of a highly dysfunctional relationship, in two parts. In which Stephen is an emotional live wire, swinging between violent anger and and desperate neediness, and unable to stop hurting Jon in the process.
This is Stephen's POV; Jon's songs can be found here. The songs are numbered so that you can either listen to the two mixes separately, or throw them together in one folder and let the views alternate throughout the story.
3 | SKYE SWEETNAM | TANGLED UP IN ME
You wanna know more, more, more about me?
I'm the girl who's kickin' the coke machine
I'm the one that's honkin' at you cause I left late again
Hey, hey, hey
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away?
Yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm actin' today
Mix the words up with the actions
Do it all for your reaction, yeah
Hey, hey, get tangled up in me
4 | ALANIS MORISSETTE | DOTH I PROTEST TOO MUCH
I'm not jealous
I don't get moved by much
I'm not enraged
Not insecure as such
Not going insane
Rational, stays in touch
And doth I protest too much?
I'm not tortured by how oft you're busy
Cause I've got things to do
I'm not disappointed about how you don't miss me
Cause I don't need you to
I'm not needy
I don't get clingy much
I am not scared
I'm not afraid as such
I'm not dependent
Rock solid, stays in touch
And doth I protest too much?
6 | ALL SHOOK UP | I DON'T WANT TO
I don't want to, I don't want to
I don't want to let you know how much I want you
Don't come near me, I don't trust you
I don't trust the way you thrill me when I touch you
I was happy, free and easy
I could go around and do the things that please me
I don't want to get tied down with someone like you
I don't want to ... love you, but I do
7 | THE BANGLES | ASK ME NO QUESTIONS
If I told you I don't mind
Would you believe me?
When I say to you, you're not my kind
Do I deceive you with this fragile disguise?
Ask me no questions
And I will tell you no lies
9 | MATT CAPLAN | SIDEWAYS
Because everything I've ever done, I've done because I love you
Silly you should ask
I'm afraid that I'll spend the better part of next year scared that I might need you
Bring me down and I'll feel again
Everything I've ever done, I've done because I love you
Sideways
10 | MARIA MENA | YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
'Cause its really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
'Cause the day you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me
You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
11 | PINK | LEAVE ME ALONE (I'M LONELY)
I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No, you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one fuckin' hour
You taste so sweet
But I can't eat the same thing every day
Cuttin' off the phone
Leave me the fuck alone
Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home
Tonight
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
13 | ONEREPUBLIC | PRODIGAL
We say good-bye
I turn my back
Run away, run away
So predictable
Not far from here
You see me crack
Like a bone, like a bone
I'm so breakable
And I take everything from you
But you'll take anything
Won't you?
Run away, run away
Like a prodigal
Don't you wait for me
Don't you wait for me
So ashamed, so ashamed
But I need you so
And you wait for me
15 | QUEEN | I CAN'T LIVE WITH YOU
Yeah I'm having a hard time
I'm walking a fine line between hope and despair
You may think that I don't care
But I travelled a long road to
Get a hold of my sorrow
I tried to catch a dream
But nothing's what it seems...
I can't live with you, yeah
But I can't live without you
I can't breathe if you stay
But I can't bear you to go away
17 | PINK | PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is broken...
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud
How beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without
You're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you
I'm sorry
21 | 3 DOORS DOWN | WHEN I'M GONE
There's another world inside of me that you may never see
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide
Well, somewhere in this darkness, there's a light that I can't find
Well, maybe it's too far away, or maybe I'm just blind
Maybe I'm just blind
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
24 | RESTLESS HEART | WHEN SHE CRIES
The road I have travelled on
Is paved with good intentions
It's littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true
When all of my hopes were dying
Her love kept me trying
And she does her best to hide
The pain that she's been through
When she cries, at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide
All the fear she feels inside
So I pray, this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries
25 | THE RASMUS | TIME TO BURN
Maybe I'm lost
Maybe I'm scared
But too many times I've closed the doors behind me
Tell me, why do I feel this way?
All my life I've been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I've heard
27 | MATTHEW RYAN | RETURN TO ME
I took a drink, I took the pills
You'll murder me, I know you will
Some wish that I could change this
That you were hopin'
I keep hopin'
For a cure...
I have been the worst of kinds
A sorrowed heart, a cluttered mind
And I'm thinkin' that I could change this
That I could change this
But I can't change this
I can't return to you
You must return to me
That's the deal
I'm sorry
Did I say I'm sorry
28 | LINKIN PARK | LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know...
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself...
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
| I HATE YOU (DON'T LEAVE) |
Fandom: The Daily Show/The Colbert Report
Subject: Jon/"Stephen"
Title: I Hate You (Don't Leave)
Warnings: Emotional abuse
The full arc of a highly dysfunctional relationship, in two parts. In which Stephen is an emotional live wire, swinging between violent anger and and desperate neediness, and unable to stop hurting Jon in the process.
This is Stephen's POV; Jon's songs can be found here. The songs are numbered so that you can either listen to the two mixes separately, or throw them together in one folder and let the views alternate throughout the story.
3 | SKYE SWEETNAM | TANGLED UP IN ME
You wanna know more, more, more about me?
I'm the girl who's kickin' the coke machine
I'm the one that's honkin' at you cause I left late again
Hey, hey, hey
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away?
Yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm actin' today
Mix the words up with the actions
Do it all for your reaction, yeah
Hey, hey, get tangled up in me
4 | ALANIS MORISSETTE | DOTH I PROTEST TOO MUCH
I'm not jealous
I don't get moved by much
I'm not enraged
Not insecure as such
Not going insane
Rational, stays in touch
And doth I protest too much?
I'm not tortured by how oft you're busy
Cause I've got things to do
I'm not disappointed about how you don't miss me
Cause I don't need you to
I'm not needy
I don't get clingy much
I am not scared
I'm not afraid as such
I'm not dependent
Rock solid, stays in touch
And doth I protest too much?
6 | ALL SHOOK UP | I DON'T WANT TO
I don't want to, I don't want to
I don't want to let you know how much I want you
Don't come near me, I don't trust you
I don't trust the way you thrill me when I touch you
I was happy, free and easy
I could go around and do the things that please me
I don't want to get tied down with someone like you
I don't want to ... love you, but I do
7 | THE BANGLES | ASK ME NO QUESTIONS
If I told you I don't mind
Would you believe me?
When I say to you, you're not my kind
Do I deceive you with this fragile disguise?
Ask me no questions
And I will tell you no lies
9 | MATT CAPLAN | SIDEWAYS
Because everything I've ever done, I've done because I love you
Silly you should ask
I'm afraid that I'll spend the better part of next year scared that I might need you
Bring me down and I'll feel again
Everything I've ever done, I've done because I love you
Sideways
10 | MARIA MENA | YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
'Cause its really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
'Cause the day you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me
You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
11 | PINK | LEAVE ME ALONE (I'M LONELY)
I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No, you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one fuckin' hour
You taste so sweet
But I can't eat the same thing every day
Cuttin' off the phone
Leave me the fuck alone
Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home
Tonight
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
13 | ONEREPUBLIC | PRODIGAL
We say good-bye
I turn my back
Run away, run away
So predictable
Not far from here
You see me crack
Like a bone, like a bone
I'm so breakable
And I take everything from you
But you'll take anything
Won't you?
Run away, run away
Like a prodigal
Don't you wait for me
Don't you wait for me
So ashamed, so ashamed
But I need you so
And you wait for me
15 | QUEEN | I CAN'T LIVE WITH YOU
Yeah I'm having a hard time
I'm walking a fine line between hope and despair
You may think that I don't care
But I travelled a long road to
Get a hold of my sorrow
I tried to catch a dream
But nothing's what it seems...
I can't live with you, yeah
But I can't live without you
I can't breathe if you stay
But I can't bear you to go away
17 | PINK | PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is broken...
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud
How beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without
You're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you
I'm sorry
21 | 3 DOORS DOWN | WHEN I'M GONE
There's another world inside of me that you may never see
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide
Well, somewhere in this darkness, there's a light that I can't find
Well, maybe it's too far away, or maybe I'm just blind
Maybe I'm just blind
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
24 | RESTLESS HEART | WHEN SHE CRIES
The road I have travelled on
Is paved with good intentions
It's littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true
When all of my hopes were dying
Her love kept me trying
And she does her best to hide
The pain that she's been through
When she cries, at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide
All the fear she feels inside
So I pray, this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries
25 | THE RASMUS | TIME TO BURN
Maybe I'm lost
Maybe I'm scared
But too many times I've closed the doors behind me
Tell me, why do I feel this way?
All my life I've been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I've heard
27 | MATTHEW RYAN | RETURN TO ME
I took a drink, I took the pills
You'll murder me, I know you will
Some wish that I could change this
That you were hopin'
I keep hopin'
For a cure...
I have been the worst of kinds
A sorrowed heart, a cluttered mind
And I'm thinkin' that I could change this
That I could change this
But I can't change this
I can't return to you
You must return to me
That's the deal
I'm sorry
Did I say I'm sorry
28 | LINKIN PARK | LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know...
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself...
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
| I HATE YOU (DON'T LEAVE) |